Weâve all been there: an unexpected calamity has rocked our faith, making us question what we previously believed to be true. What do we do with these times of doubt? Dominic Done has given us a helpful resource in his book When Faith Fails. Please check out my full book review by clicking here.Â
âAn anonymous fourteenth-century mystic once said that we find ourselves âin a cloud of unknowing.â That is why we doubt. We donât always see the sky. However, what we have to be reminded of here is that all of this was part of Godâs design. He purposefully made it like this. He built limits into the system. It wasnât an accident. He knew we would have to live with so many unknowns. And yet He chose for the human story to look this way. ⊠When God decided to create, He could have said yes to a thousand other possibilities. But He didnât. He chose this world. He chose you. He chose me. Limits and all. And still, He called it âgood.â All of this means that doubts are normal. Theyâre a natural consequence of living in this world.âÂ
âIf all we care about is certainty, we lose the beauty of mystery. If all we value is explanation, we lose the joy of exploration.âÂ
âWe need to stop vilifying those who live in the tension of conflicted faith. Doubt isnât a malevolent demon that we need to exorcise out of our brothers and sisters with sanctimonious words. Itâs part of their story. Itâs part of my story. Jude 22 says, âBe merciful to those who doubt.ââÂ
âWhat if God made the world like this to push us to deeper faith? ⊠Doubts arenât just an obstacle; theyâre an opportunity. Uncertainty can lead us into the beautiful mystery we call God.âÂ
âWhatâs vital to note here is that when the Bible uses the word doubt itâs different from the word unbelief (Matthew 14:31 and Hebrews 3:19). This is important because some Christians assume that doubt and unbelief are synonymous. Theyâre not. Doubt can lead to unbelief, just as doubt can lead to faith. But the two are not the same. Doubt says, âI am unsure of what is right.â Unbelief says, âI donât care about what is right.â Doubt is searching for the light. Unbelief is choosing to gouge out your eyes. Doubt is pursuing truth, wherever it may lead. Unbelief is content with a lie. Doubt exists somewhere between belief and unbelief. Doubt is the moment of tension, which in and of itself isnât good or bad. Itâs somewhere in between. ⊠Doubt isnât the end of the story; itâs the suspense within it.âÂ
âDoubtâs greatest strength is secrecy.⊠But if we name our doubts and drag them into the light, we may find resolution, or we may discover the tension of authentically living in a doubt-filled faith.âÂ
âAbraham and Sarah doubted Godâs promise (Genesis 17:17-22; 18:10-15). Gideon doubted his calling (Judges 6:36). Job doubted Godâs character (Job 7:20-21). John the Baptist, whom Jesus called âthe greatest of all the prophets,â doubted if Jesus was the Messiah (Matthew 11:1-6). Peter doubted his faith (Mark 14:66-72). Thomas doubted the resurrection (John 20:24-29). The list goes on. Scripture doesnât edit out the stories of those who struggled to believe. It weaves their heart-rending struggles into the narrative.âÂ
âIf your faith is being shaken by the suffering you see, donât be content with cheesy Christian truisms or Facebook clichĂ©s. ⊠Lean into the chaos. Cry out to God. Talk to people who have gone through pain and have come out on the other side awash with hope. Immerse yourself in Scriptureâs lament and redemption. Dare to say, âI will not let You go until You bless me.ââÂ